Sunday, April 19, 2015

Every time I drop the beat I remember there isn't a beat behind me
But if I think about a beat behind my words it creates motivation
It's not even the beat that keeps me moving, it's what happens from the combination
This is okay.

When I'm saying words I'm not quite sure make sense
It's more foggy than it will ever be clear
It's okay. I can do that here. 
The only reason there's fear in it all is because of the concern of the thoughts
The thoughts that don't truly exist but I've created them to create a standard
That's not the truth. 

But I continue looking for those standards
Show me the way
Get me to the right place 
Let me see where I have to be

And I'm here. 
I can't forget that I'm here. 
Maybe the idea of "staying" is terrifying. 
But what does that terror stem from?

I'm not the only one in a fog.
I'm not the only one feeling and thinking a million different things at one time.
To believe I'm the only one is distancing myself.
There are others.
They may not seem visible.
But perhaps it's because they've decided to wear a similar mask to mine.